He was being helpful. .
or maybe not.
but I was QUITE sure he did not do it on purpose
and I was QUITE sure he just wanted to help and kind of wanted to redeem himself for whatever he did
all because of that one thing.
ALCOHOL!
he was uncontrollable at the point in time.
I was there.
I didnt move an inch
I sat there, emotionless
Looking.
I wasn't afraid of getting involved in the fight (thinking there would be one in that situation)
I looked at how the siblings tried to resolve the whole thing
I looked at how Uncle 2, speechless yet angry, stood there accepting all the vulgarities and insults hurled at him.
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Then i thought about my own reaction if I were uncle 2 at that point in time.
His wife tried to stop him
My mother
Auntie 2.
Grandma has weak legs, yet she stood in between him and uncle 2 very afraid that a fight would really occur
she HAS WEAK legs
she stood there. . with her walking frame.
Mummy said," Go home. NOW. stop all these. If you are not gonna leave I WILL LEAVE."
still, i sat there. Just in front of him.
His wife grabbed him and asked him to go home.
he sat down. in front of me. and shouted at his wife," NO! SIT!"
Yes, i still didnt budge.
everyone else, afraid of getting involved or getting a punch or something (he is drunk after all), moved away from him.
I stayed. I looked at him and smiled.
Today is a happy occasion after all!
WEDDING! (:
oh! i drank too. but i swear, i wasn't drunk. I just trusted him to not fight.
but, he continued with the vulgarities vomiting session.
and *BAM* he hit the table super damn hard.
I stayed, seated right in front of him.
Grandma
(YES! weak legs) also stayed standing in between uncle 2 and him.
facing him, telling him to stop all these.
everyone knew he was drunk.
of cos, i realised since hours ago because of the stuff he was telling me and the stench coming from him
$*#&@^$(*#
mummy and auntie 2 decided enough is enough
they went to grab him by his arm to make him stand and go home
his wife went to him
and asked," tell me why are you so angry. nobody said anything. why?"
she was really gentle.
makes me wonder why marry HIM or all people?
he struggled a little and was free from all the hand grabbers
and then he continued with &(#&^$*&.
Grandma was still standing between uncle 2 and him.
i wondered why did I follow mummy to grandma house and I realised!
oh! because i wanted to help grandma modify her house and give her suggestions so that she can move around easily.
I didnt want her to remain standing anymore
I stood up.
and then *BAM* again
and he stood too.
we were both standing facing each other
I glared. . at him.
i was just so ready to receive a punch.
(no, i wasnt drunk)of cos he did not give me one.
while *(&#(*$&^#-ing, he walked towards the door
Then, he slammed the gate open
still as vulgar as ever.
mummy was angry.
she did not want neighbors to know what happened
she walked towards the gate and held on to it
he shouted and shouted. into the house
kicked stuff outside
his wife asked him to go. like go!
before he left. he slammed the door close and it hit mummy's hand
since he's leaving (we thought), mummy kept quiet
but he turned and started shouting again
i sat back down onto the chair
amazed at everything that was happening
amazed at myself for not moving even though things might get violent
amazed at how grandma stood so firmly in front of him for so long just because she didnt want a fight to start.
amazed at what a mother can do for their children
suuupppaaa overflowed with the scenes, words, actions. . .
whirling~
stomped off scolding
it was raining super heavily by then
nobody noticed
too engrossed with what was happening
` prove yourself then! dont talk so much if you cant prove yourself` stop being so sensitive` you want to go home not! you dont want then i go!` you drank alot just now right!` you are ALWAYS like that when you drink` stop it!` oei oei! go home go home! GO!` nobody said anything like that. stop being paranoidSome of the things i caught during the whole drama mama show!
ridiculous, how i even talked to someone THIS drunk for so damn long
proud of myself for being so brave and calm
i promised myself, no more vulgarities!but SERIOUSLY, just get him to stfu and fuckingly go home!like, what the fuck you want!seriously, for every vulgarity that i managed to catch him says, i definitely have something to rebut back lor!and because i believe you are someone who beats whoever gets in your way when you get fucking drunk, i rather not further irritate youseeing grandma in front of youguess i was quite calm to have thought of this at that point in time.damn fucking angry can!

Ending off with a picture which i think papa looks funny! hahaha! and why are you sooo happy korkor?