25mins to 2009
somehow, i dread leaving 2008.
im not ready to ursher in 2009 just yet. give me another hour please

sick. this is damn sickening.
something's lacking in my life.
what is it?
i dont know. damn
i need to find out before 2009 arrives.

silence engulfs me.
darkness would soon do the same thing.

maybe i should go for a run tomorrow.

im dreading cny 2009 as well.
oh man. life suck.
at least mine suck.

ohyea. maybe i know whats wrong already.
i need new year resolution.
yes. must be it.

i'll do it.
i'll do it, i promise.
maybe during CNY eve.

for now. just leave me to die.
leave me alone.
and fuck 2008. its definitely not the year i'd love most in my entire life.

its now time for me to die.
goodbye.

ps.i dont mean die die. i mean just die.
argh. whatever. i need a life.
give me a life.
i need someone to tell me what to and what not to do.
fuck and am fuck-ed.

HAPPY early 2009 to all.
mine's not happy at all.

i afraid. very afraid of karma.

i dont believe in miracles
so fuck off with the miracle shit

i need to believe
i need to feel
i need to learn
i need to accept
i need to accomplish

i need people to be around me
to hide ugly things about me

however, one positive thing that i'd like to mention is. .
i am almost senile when coming to remembering US. (:
there is almost no us in my life anymore.
almost.
sweet.

okay~
goodbye

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1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weirdthings/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog oftheir own 10 weird things/habits/little knownfacts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 peopleto be tagged and list their names.
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1 . I have always thought the very person I love could give me happiness for the rest of my life.

2. but SHE didn't. (:

3. In fact, I saw her recently and until today, I feel like dying.

4. I like being drove around, the feeling of being in a moving car.

5. I miss someone's something very badly.

6. My computer take years to start up.

7. I don't have a complete family, which doesnt really bother me.

8. Piercing is loved.

9. but i'm afraid of being not normal to people around me.

10. so i avoid piercing weird places.

shopping trip is always fun especially when things are way cheaper than it is.

thank you mummy & uncle yeo.
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i didnt get a totally quiet birthday this year...

but im sure i could get a totally quiet christmas this year.
or at least i'd try to (:

my life is so not gonna be fun if i dont get what i want in it.

good luck to me. (:

something's wrong. very wrong